i’m actually starting to feel kind of good about my body. obviously there are some problem areas and i could do with some toning, but i’m starting to accept that i’m not grotesquely fat. yesterday i went to topshop and bought a dress and a shirt, both of which were size 6 (US size 2). my bmi is the lower end of healthy. so i can’t be fat right?

this is such a strange feeling and i’m probably going to hit myself later for deluding myself that my body is acceptable, but right now i kind of feel like it is.